My boyfriend and I have a year and eleven months today. I had wanted him to be my boyfriends since seventh grade and when I finally got him i was so extatic.
I really thought nothing would tear us apart, ever. But for months now, I’ve been feeling disconnected.
He isn’t very talkative and can’t keep a conversation going, he’s always been like that. But he just doesn’t do anything to make me feel better about anything. When I tell him about my family problems or anything in general that’s not good, he says and I quote ” Haaa!”. That just makes me feel worse. Then he complains how I get mad because he says that and he says that feelings sorry for me won’t make anything better. He just doesn’t get it. He has never done a single sweet thing for me ever. We don’t ever talk on the phone. Just text. We’ve seen each other about seven or eight times since middle school ended. I mean it would be alright if he lived super far but he doesn’t. At the most he lives 20 minutes away. Everytime I bring it to his attention he says he’ll try to do better, and he does, for like a week. Then he goes back to his old ways.
He judges me alot. So much I can’t mention anything I like or got or just anything he always says it’s dumb or I’m stupid for wanting that or liking that. I can’t be myself half the time. I’m usually a happy-go-lucky person and he’s just that kind of guy that sits and stay quiet. And he just makes me feel like annoy him or something. I just want him to be more into this and…. I dont know. I think I’m just trying to change him into something he’s not.